i am married to a baker pickup winder
vashon island, washington

to do before 2014


aka rediscover personal independence project

develop all film (wedding, honeymoon, strays)
print all important digital pictures
scan all important instant film
buy new holga 35mm
create home, nest
fix old laptop, backup, re-pc
own banjo the dog, license as service dog
find perfect mix of meds,…

wow i fucking suck i guess

7 months ago

if i don’t kill myself this april, that’d be amazing.

7 months ago

one eyed doe

switching over to this tumblr which is a “photo a day” situation involving this really fucking intense year and sometimes animals. i made the layout really pretty to be a nice counterpoint for the shit-show.

let’s be friends!

The thing about sadness is that it never warns you that it will come back. You’ll end up with an aching heart again, minutes after laughing, and it will feel like you found someone in your house; someone who you thought had left.

W.J  (via daddyfuckedme)

ok this literally just happened to me

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8 months ago

9 months ago

good morning

good morning

1 year ago


EXCERPTS >|< The Wall (1962)

A series of GIFs excerpted from The Wall, a Government propaganda film about the erection of the Berlin wall. A beautiful and touching historical document that deserves to be seen from beginning to end. From the holdings of the National Archives.

To know more about the Berlin wall story:

We invite you to watch the full video HERE

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1 year ago

four hours of sleep within two days. woof.

four hours of sleep within two days. woof.

1 year ago

found out tonight that one of my friends killed himself, no warning

happy birthday to me

1 year ago






One of the most accurate depictions of a panic attack that I’ve ever seen.

Thank you. Just thank you. Far too many people don’t seem to grasp the concept of what a panic attack actually is. Getting upset is not a panic attack. This is. 

this is actually really accurate, especially the feelings of not really being there. i cannot concentrate when i’m having an anxiety attack, i can only concentrate on the anxiety itself. I had an panic attack yesterday and i can’t remember anything of what anybody was actually saying to me during that time, its like being in a tunnel and everyone else is shouting at you from the other end.

From someone who occasionally has panic attacks, thank you.


too accurate for humanity

(Source: gemmacorrell)

1 year ago

miss you

miss you

1 year ago